MiSSeD ME???????????????

Hi ALL.... ya ya after a long long time...ok ok no excuses...m busy taking lessons of life n ya thats wat keeping me busy for the past few months....n u thought i m dead or or renounced teh world or something?? ;) ok but seriously I alwaz thought life was as simple as it cud be n moves on in one direction but off late my experiences made me realize that only wen u think everything is fine n u giv atleast 4 sixes in n over, God gives u one such ball n u r clean bowled (ok dnt go on my cricket knowledge!!) that u just cant do anything but jus keep gaping that wat did i do to hav dis?? will things be fine??..u dont even understand whether ur being under strict scrutiny while fate is testing u or ur already declared a failure.....gosh!! tats the worst part!! so how shud one deal wid this?? shud one give up or bravely face the situation till the end of the world is the question....but things get worse wen destiny puts u in a "dharam-sankat" where mind and heart differ in opinion....ofcourse thats the worst part...so how shud one deal wid dis???.....
However, wat I learnt from my experiences is to follow my heart now, exactly opposite of which I used to do before this....coz I believe its important to have faith in ourselves n to luv n respect our individuality coz if we dont respect ourselves, y d heck wud dis world, whose only job is hunt 4 reasons to put u down n throw u out of dis cycle, respect us???? I dont think anyhting is worth it at the cost of our uniqueness.. our self-dignity is most imp fundamental right tat we deserve...wat say??
sounds like a staunch feminist or something huh?? but guys nothing of tat sort...cz i know somewhere, someday every youth feels the need of the self-decision-making right n craves for that space wich this society jus disregards to the core, isnt it??
ok ok i guess too much for my re-blogging, huh!!
For more tweesstyy lessons of life (now I know, my blog's header cud be nothing better than this!!), wait for my next post ;) but until then keep smiling n luving!!